Slipped on one big old banana peel this time…

Just a quickie to update anybody that I’m not in touch with via either Facebook or Ravelry:

I’ve been in Fortis Hospital in Chandigarrh for over a week in their Cardiac Care Unit. The main diagnosis was congestive heart failure. Apparently this is what has been lurking behind the asthma that’s keep me down all year. Nobody spotted it because I don’t have high blood pressure, high cholesterol or the other stuff that usually alerts the docs.

I’m doing a lot better than I was when I came in and have been discharged to the hospital’s attached hotel to rest and recuperate quietly. Looks like there is going to be a whole lot of that going on in my life during the next 6 months while I do physical therapy to strengthen the heart muscle weakened by trying to cope with a huge amount of excess fluid. I’m actually taking deep breaths and extracting my own oxygen from the air effectively. Oxygen is my good friend! Oh, also a shit ton of various pills and potions to keep everything moving in the right direction.

We’ll be flying back to the U.S. in about 10 days as we’d previously planned. I should be well and stable enough to travel then if we go slow and take it easy. We’ll spend a few days in San Francisco and then head up to stay with V and the grandkids in Portland. If anyone knows of a small, inexpensive rental apartment on the first floor anywhere near Beaverton/Hillsboro, please let us know as we’ll be wanting to rent for about 6 months. I’ll also need furniture so castoffs appreciated!

Once we’re not using a slow dial up connection, I’ll try to post more, including photo of me with what I refer to as my “Borg Implant” hanging out of my jugular vein. It’s out now, but was quite the companion for the first 6 days.

Good wishes and thoughts appreciated. I’ll keep y’all updated as I’m able and you can check on Facebook to see more frequent commentary.

In Which I Go To Town

I’ve mentioned before that I don’t get out and about a lot here these days due to some health problems. Fortunately, we have plenty of visitors and the house we live in has an open veranda overlooking Lotus Lake and the mountains to the East and North. I can step out onto the long balcony and say hi to my neighbors as they pass by, feel the sun on my face and see sweeping vistas.

Thursday, however, was one of those exception days. We had a bunch of errands in Mandi, our nearest “city” of any appreciable size. That means that they have things like ATMs, appliance stores and other modern outlets that most people born and raised in the mountain hamlets hereabouts don’t even know exist. We’ve met plenty of villagers who have never been as far away as Mandi (about 32 kilometers) and many others for whom such a trip is a really major event that happens seldom. When you grow up in a tiny farming hamlet

and consider Rewalsar (the village surrounding the lake) to be “town,” the idea of going into city of thousands of people can be overwhelming. For Lena, Nyondo and I, raised respectively in New York, Los Angeles and Chicago, Mandi is a quaint, charming small town, albeit an Indian town which means much more colour, noise, scent and people than a similar place in Europe or North America. I hadn’t been in there for months because of my unpredictable health, but I needed to go into one of the local hospital labs and get a whole bunch of blood drawn and sent off to the state-of-the-art medical facilities in Chandigarrh. There’s an itsy bitsy stall that functions as a laboratory in Rewalsar (when the lab guy feels like going in) but really, the best they can offer is to check blood to see if you’re anemic or have some sort of infection and possibly a routine urine analysis. I need to figure out just what the heck is going on in this body of mine and, for that, it means Mandi.

The ride down from our mountain home to the lower elevations at which Mandi sits is worth the price of the taxi ride. At first, it’s mostly stark, sweeping mountains and pine forests. On a clearer day, you can really see the glint of sunlight on the snowy Himalayan peaks. With the winter rains so far behind schedule, the air is hazy, full of both dust and the smoke of thousands of wood and dung fires lit morning and evening in every farmhouse and hut in the region. It’s still a remarkable vista:

The world we live in is as much vertical as horizontal, distances measured both by altitude and kilometers. Agriculture is seriously vertical: as we descend towards the valley the air warms noticeably and the land around us gets greener. Not flatter, just greener - the Himachali people have been terracing arable land in these mountains just about forever and they have their farms clustered wherever there is soil and water worth using.

What isn’t obvious in these pictures that show such vivid green is that much of this crop is winter wheat and most of it is far far too short and stunted. While we’ve had a couple of days of rain in the past week, we’re still many inches short of the norm for this place and season. Farmers are getting panicky as they watch one major cash crop after another shrink in the dry air. It really hit home to me when I saw the river outside of Mandi. It’s not a huge, rushing river, but it does flow and it is a water source. At least it always has been. This is how it looks today and that’s pretty alarming:

There are shrines along the road to various of the Hindu deities. Some I recognize, some I don’t, but all of them are colourful and well-tended and just sort of pop unexpectedly out of the landscape as we round corners:

And we round lots and lots of corners. Just as the farmland is not flat, neither is the road we travel. The grab bars in our vehicle are more than just a nice idea around here - they’re a necessity if we don’t want to find ourselves thrown left and right and even righter as our driver, Ramesh, takes the curves at speed.  You can do this if you’ve grown up around here as he has and know every twisty centimeter of this, the “main” road:

At its best, two cars can carefully pass, but it is rarely its best. Each time we come around another curve, there is the danger of meeting another vehicle at a point too narrow for passing. Then one of them must back up - without backing off the road and over the cliffs - until there is passing room. The narrowness of the roads is one of the reasons why scooters and motorcycles are the preferred private vehicles around here. You can almost always squeak by on a scooter, not so in a jeep or a truck. Much as I miss the independence of having my own car, as we tear through these mountains, I find it reassuring to have Ramesh at the wheel; we’ve ridden with him many times and he’s the best professional driver in this part of India. And a great guy as well so that journeys with him are always enjoyable.

Eventually we got to Mandi and Ramesh let us off at the hospital. It’s not much to see really and I didn’t think to take pictures there until we were in the lab itself and then it was to take photos of two of the lab employees who were wearing handknit sweaters. But this isn’t a sweater blog today so we’ll see those another time. Mostly, it was the view and the open sky that I wanted to share. I hadn’t realized just how much I needed a change of environment or to just go somewhere, anywhere different. We had lunch and then went for coffee on one of the squares and it was such a treat just to see people I don’t know and shops selling things that weren’t the same thing I see every day.

I need to do this more often! Of course, by the time I got home, I was exhausted and went right to bed, but my mood and enthusiasm have been great ever since. And, hopefully, we’ll get some information from the lab tests that will solve the health puzzles and actually enable me to get out and about on a regular basis. Just the sweater-watching along was worth the trip and there is so much more to see and do and explore around here while the weather is good. Oh, I guess I should comment that, for me, “good” weather means cold weather, somewhere around 60 degrees F is ideal. Once we hit spring here in Himachal and the temps rise, it’ll be too hot for this gal. Fortunately, that’s the time we’ll be heading towards the U.S. for our annual visit. I’m looking forward to that as well. I have some very very special little people waiting for me there!

    

Gifts From the Sea - In the High Himalayas

Something landed on my desk today and I just had to share it with you.

While in town today, Lena treated a pilgrim down from Spiti, an isolated region high up in the mountains on the border of India and Tibet with a culture nearly as old as these mountains. She gave him money for food and he gave her something from his pockets - a pair of “interesting” rocks picked up near his home:

Ammonite fossils. Beautiful ones - the specimen on the left is more than 6 centimeters in diameter which is pretty large as these go (though I’ve seen some huge ones in collections.) Despite their appearance, Ammonites were closely related to squid and cuttlefish. They made their appearance on Earth about 500 Million (that’s half a BILLION!) years ago and went extinct sixty-five million years ago - give or take a millenia or two - about the same time and from the same probably cause - as the last dinosaurs. They were (obviously?) sea creatures and these probably lived - and died - in the deep ocean that once lay between what is today the Indian subcontinent and the vastness of Asia.
The totally astonishing thing is that this was found in Spiti, a landlocked region, at an altitude somewhere between 12,000 and 14,000 feet above sea level. A place that is so obscure, so harsh that it’s hard to believe anyone actually lives there. It’s one of the least populous areas within the technical borders of India:

                       

I did a little research and learned how these fossils came to rest among the rocks and geological rubble that comprise so much of the Himalayas, a journey that took them from the depths of extinct oceans to the heights of great mountains. It’s likely that the same process gave us the huge blocks of Himalayan salt common around here. It’s so cheap, I use kilo chunks as bookends:

What I learned is that the land mass that is India spent about one hundred million years crawling northwards after it broke apart from what is today Antarctica, Africa and a bunch of smaller bits. It was only about 40 million years ago that it slammed into Asia and the continental shelves were thrust upwards by the force of the collision, creating the Himalayas. They are, as mountain ranges on this planet go, fairly young. All those rocks, including the ones containing ammonites and other fossils and minerals that don’t generally appear at 14,000 feet, got carried upwards in the process.

So a pilgrim from Spiti who has never seen the sea, came to our relatively temperate little village in the lower reaches of those same young mountains, to see and circumnambulate the sacred lake. In his pocket he carried strange stones from his home whose fossilized occupants may be as much as half a billion years old, to trade for some medicine and maybe a sack of rice and lentils to see him through the winter.

There are so many miracles all around us if only we stop for a moment and take the time to look, as he did, at the world around him. It’s possible that every one of us has some sort of miracle in our pockets. Isn’t it all really in the context?

Bigger Fish Need Frying…

This is quick. Yes, we are still doing the Tso Pema Medical Emergency Fund. Yes, I will continue doing pitches for donations (right now we need diabetic supplies for instance) as there is ongoing need. But…

Right now, today, the poor of Haiti need help far worse than we do. Today. Not next week, not even wait until tomorrow, but right now. There are THOUSANDS of people dead and dying in the streets in the aftermath of a 7.0 earthquake Tuesday afternoon. After checking around, I’m pretty convinced that the organization I’m going to donate what I can to is Medicins Sans Frontieres (Doctors Without Borders.) They were already there helping the needy in Haiti, they do a tremendous job and they have dived right in and begun helping anyone and everyone they possibly can - and reporting clearly and accurately about the situation in Port au Prince. Here’s a link to their page:

http://tinyurl.com/yd38do8

and here is the link to the U.S. page to make donations for Haiti Emergency relief.

 http://tinyurl.com/ycmmc8p

You don’t have to be able to donate a minimum of $35. It’s okay to click “other” and donate what you can - I know from experience just how much difference $5 or $10 can make in a third world country! Please give what you can. If money isn’t something you can spare (and I know these are tight times) then take a few minutes to say prayers, mantra, light a candle or send an e-mail to your friends sharing this information. Think about what you’d want someone to do if it were you, your family, your city that had just come tumbling down in ruins and do that to the best of your ability. We are not separate, we are one vast, sentient amalgamation of beings. Help the hurt.

Thanks.

My World Is Never Silent

I frequently wish that I had the ability to share with you, not only the images and the stories of this place where I find myself living, but the sounds of it as well. Something I’ve thought about for the last few years has been doing a regular podcast (for those of you who aren’t familiar with podcasts, they are a bit like a radio show or spoken word blog that you can download as an MP3 file and listen to at your leisure.) A podcast would allow me to include the music, chanting and ambient sounds that are so very much a part of life here in Himachal Pradesh. When I was in the U.S. last summer, I picked up some of the technical bits and pieces necessary to create podcasts. I even took a class on the subject (which went very well) and came up with a name and concept. So far what has stopped me is the same constraints that kept me from being a reliable blogger during 2009. I figured that, if I couldn’t manage to sit down several times a week and write about what I see and do, it was unlikely I’d find the time and energy to produce a coherent audio segment on a regular schedule. I haven’t given up on the idea entirely; I’m waiting to see if I can get back on the horse and stay on it awhile before attempting more new, big projects, particularly something as involved as a podcast. Despite appearances, I am actually rather reluctant to set myself up for public humiliation; if I’m going to do it, I’d like to do it right (and hopefully well.)
Often, when I’m traveling in North America, I will wake up in a darkened room and have to think for a bit about where (and when) I am.  The cues can be really subtle: distant traffic noises, footsteps outside or on a floor above, the gurgle of plumbing or the hum of a refrigerator, sounds I grew up with in urban and suburban America. They haven’t changed a whole lot in the past 40 years. Though if one has a noisy or inconsiderate neighbor, you might be treated to rap music turned up loud enough to rattle the windows or drunken shouting after the bars close. I remember the guy downstairs in one San Francisco apartment building who (briefly) drove the rest of us nuts by coming and going all night long with his muffler-less car. It didn’t take long for him to get busted for drug dealing: if you’re stupid enough not to fix your noisy vehicle AND you’re back and forth every 15 minutes  from dark until the bars close AND you aren’t delivering pizza, well, people notice. At least they do in the U.S. where there are noise ordinances endeavoring to keep the chaos down to a minimum level.

Here in Himachal not so much. I don’t believe that there are any laws governing noise here. There are laws about not feeding plastic bags to cows. In fact there are lots of laws about cows in general and a good few about plastic shopping bags as well (mostly forbidden) but nothing, so far as anyone I’ve spoken to can tell, regulating decibel levels, times of day or quality of noise and it effect on other people. The general idea is that it’s up to individual’s common sense. That would be great - if people in a land where amplified sound, television and radio is still a novelty - had arrived at the place of having common sense. So far, I haven’t seen (make that heard) much.

As I write this, there’s a school program taking place down in town. You’re probably familiar with the Western equivalent: everyone files into the school auditorium, a few speeches are made, a few awards are given to the good students and then the kids get up and put on little skits or plays or read from stories they’ve written while Mommy and Daddy look on proudly? Well, it’s sort of like that here except that there are no auditoriums in the schools. For the recitals and programs, the schools (and there’s a bunch of them) rent a big awning sort of tent and a bunch of plastic chairs and drag them down to the equivalent of the village green. Oh yeah. And they hire “THE idiot” (emphasis is entirely mine) who owns and operates a PA system of microphones and speakers. I know it’s the same idiot because his way of setting up the sound system is to shout “HELLO! HELLO!” into the microphone over and over while turning up the gain until the noise bounces off the nearby hills and squeals loudly with feedback. That’s his idea of the “proper” setting. It ensure that everyone in the valley can hear every word, every sniffle, every fart made by the children, teachers, officials and anyone else within a ten foot radius of a microphone.

Today’s special treat sounds like a dozen eight year olds singing in Chinese to the accompanyment of a xylophone and bongo drums. I doubt if that’s what the instruments really are or if it’s really Chinese instead of Hindi, but I’m on the other side of the lake, about two kilometers up the mountain and that’s what I’d guess it is. Mostly it’s just loud. They’re not bad considering. The kids apparently know this song well and have been practicing. The adults who took a turn singing were not as tuneful I’m afraid. And then we’ll inevitably get a dance performance done by the pre-teens to the worst of Bollywood. That’s predictable:

The good aspect of this is that the programs usually don’t start until late morning and end sometime around 4 pm. Not so with the chanting at the temples which also tends to be broadcast in order to share the love with anyone nearby. Including, unfortunately, anybody who happens to be asleep at sunrise or sunset. Some of the music and chanting is surprisingly good. I’ve come to know the Hindu chants in the past few years and they can be lovely and powerful.

When we returned this year, we discovered that the main temple complex by the lake had received a new paint job. Stunning isn’t it? Now it both looks AND sounds loud! If you look up near the point of the large structure, you can see the loudspeakers.

They aren’t my bette noir however. I am being driving slowly and steadily insane (okay, admittedly that wasn’t a very long drive to begin with) by a certain priest at the Sikh temple complex directly across the lake from our house. They have a long history of broadcasting at ridiculous hours. Before our time, there was a period where people regularly snuck up the mountain at night and cut the wires to their speakers to make a point. Brave considering that every Sikh is essentially an armed warrior. I actually like the Sikhs a great deal as individuals and conceptually too. It’s the particular guy who does the 5 a.m. and mid evening chants that makes me bat shit crazy. Imagine a high, thin (but loud) nasal voice that wavers off key a lot. I may not have perfect pitch, but I have really good pitch and I can tell… Imagine that he obviously loves the sound of his own voice because he turns the speakers up the the absolute max and then whines across the valley for 30-45 minutes. Imagine that this happens about 6 days (sometimes 7) a week, beginning just before first light and at supper time. Imagine that there is nowhere in your own house that you can go where you cannot hear this whiner. Yeah. I buy earplugs when I’m in the U.S. in packs of 50 to bring back here. I also have put out a 500 rupee bounty - anyone who can get this guy to shut up (I don’t care how - cutting the wires is fine) for a few weeks at a time I will happily pay them 500 rupees (about $12 US.) Happily. More if they can make it permanent! Much more.

Okay so here, if I wake up without earplugs, I know exactly where I am. Fortunately, it’s not jut the whiner in the morning, there are other, more pleasant and interesting noises as well. The Buddhist monasteries (there are 3 with a 4th under construction) greet the dawn with horns and wake the monks with deep, sonorous gongs. This is repeated at bedtime and more elaborate horn playing is sounded for various special occasions. Have you ever seen Tibetan horns? They have a plaintive sound that echoes across the valley as they must have echoed across the high, cold upland plains of  Tibet. The small ones are big, the big ones are huge and there are some huge ones as well, though I have no picture handy of the biggest:

                 

The Nyingma Monastery, whose courtyard sits right down at the lake, has a lovely, large bell that was given to them and is rung to signal certain hours and rituals:

My nextdoor neighbor is a Hindu pundit and also does puja at dusk and dawn. I find myself looking forward to that as he has a wonderful voice that rises joyously into the air and through our adjoining wall. Their ritual finishes with the blowing of a conch shell, something else he does well from years of long practice. I find myself anticipating this beautiful, eerie and uniquely Indian noise as an important part of my daily experience and missing it on the rare, odd occasion when he is out of town and it doesn’t happen. It’s like living next door to a cathedral and having the bells not ring one day!

Another very common sound around these parts is the sound of weddings, both the ritual processions accompanied by a traditional band and the (less pleasant to me) late night party where more Bollywood and dance music is played until all hours. Occasionally those get loud and rowdy enough that the police are called, but it takes a lot for any sort of intervention to occur. Usually they just go until 2 a.m. or so and everyone in the neighborhood is grumpy the next morning from lack of sleep. But it’s a wedding and weddings are THE biggest social event in people’s lives up here, definitely the single biggest event in the lives of the individuals being married. Part of the multi-day ritual involves the groom taking his new bride home. This is accompanied by a band that is as large (and as skillful) as the groom’s family is able to afford. It might be 3 musicians, it might be 10. They might play all the traditional folk tunes with verve and skill or they might know 4 songs and do them all badly - you get what you pay for. The closest I can come to describing them is to say think of a Mariachi band playing in the Indian tonal system. You might well have an accordion. And then throw in the possibility that it’s a really good band and has a bagpiper. Yup. Bagpipes are an essential component of a really good Indian wedding band. And when they’re good, they’re utterly delightful. Sorry this picture isn’t better, it was taken at twilight as the groom and bride (in all the spangles at the rear of the procession) passed by our house on the road home.

All sorts of things go by on that road. I might also be awakened by the indescribably horrific blaring of truck horns right under my bedroom window by someone coming a little too fast around the curve. The horn is an essential driving tool here in the Himalayas (actually anywhere in North India) and they are very, very, very loud. Some of them attempt to play tunes. It definitely will wake anything that isn’t completely dead, guaranteed. Or I might be awakened as I was this morning, by whistles and shouts and the sound of multiple baa’s and maa’s as a mixed herd comes down out of the higher elevation to their winter pasture:

This is the leading cause of early morning traffic jams:

I’ve only really scratched the audible surface as it were. I’d like to share with you the sound of Kinnouri women circumnambulating our sacred lake while singing “Om Mani Padme Hung Hri” - to the tune of “Happy Birthday to You” (try it, it’ll become a total earworm.) Or the screeching of a band of monkeys attempting to take over a new territory and battling with another troop. To let you hear the neighbor women calling and laughing to each other in village patois as they come down the mountain with bundles of firewood balanced on their heads or the little Tibetan monklets (some as young as 5 years old) yelling to each other as they charge through town on their one day off from school, excited at the prospect of spending their one or two rupees on something sweet.  The gongs and bells, the horns and drums that mark the progression of the sun and moon in their courses across the day and night skies are the background to the rest. And, if you go up to the top of the mountain where it’s very very quiet, no village sounds making it all the way up there, you can hear the prayer flags - the Wind Horses - luffing as they gallop in the cold breeze that blows all the way from the other side of the Tibetan border, carrying the prayers and hopes of a refugee nation to every corner of the world.

WELCOME 2010

I’m hoping you don’t all faint from shock or anything, but yes, this is a new blog post. I promised myself - and many friends and family - that I would take up the blogger’s hat again in the New Year and so here I am. For awhile I wasn’t sure that I was going manage to do this on January 1st. The kind of crazy fate and circumstances that have made me be more absent than present last year, seemed determine to converge today. Although our internet connection has been pretty stable for the past few weeks, we woke up to a signal that was coming and going faster than blond starlets in Hollywood and that finally crashed altogether late morning. Making matters even more complicated was the electricity that also bounced up and down. That’s a much more common phenomena around here and we have ways of compensating for it in the short term but, when it goes on all day, the compensatory goes as well. So. Here it is about 9:30 PM Indian time and we appear to have light and connection to the outside world. Maybe they’re bouncing signals off that gorgeous, big moon that rose a couple of hours ago over the Eastern mountains. The winter months’ moons over this part of the Himalayas are breathtakingly beautiful. Here’s hoping that my friends in the Western Hemisphere where it’s daytime, get treated to as fine a moonrise when it’s your turn.

Can I say how very very glad I am that it is now officially the year 2010? (Yes. by the Western business calendar - I know there are scads of other systems out there that might designate this anything from the year 2 to the year 25218.) Of course it’s purely arbitrary to think that January 1, 2010 heralds something different than December 31, 2009, but I personally really need some change and I’ll take an arbitrary and capricious marker such as a date change if that’s what I can get. Something like a new calendar year, with broader connotations of change and beginnings, might just be the handle I can attach to the remnants of my once-indomitable optimism. I definitely need some leverage on the rudder of my personal flagship to get it headed back in a more optimal direction than it has been dragged by the undertow that was 2009!

All of which is a complicated way to say that, on a personal level, much of the year 2009 sucked. I won’t get too colourful with that metaphor and I don’t need to go into long or graphic detail here. That would bore you and me both since almost all of the suckage had something to do with the state of my health. This included an emergency abdominal surgery that I would have as soon not had, as well as surgery I wanted (knee replacement) but could not have due to an almost constant series of infections and autoimmune issues that left me pretty well sidelined and housebound much of the year. Munching pills and laying in bed doesn’t make for a very exciting blog most of the time. I’ve been feeling better this past week and seeing some improvements which make me optimistic about this being a better year all around.

There were some really bright spots to the past 12 months. Most of them had to do with people - it’s been an outstanding people year. I’ve made some wonderful new friends (waving at Kim, Kelly, Jo and Chandra to name just a few of many fine folks,) feel closer than ever to the ones I’ve kept through all the chaos (Sylvia this means you. Tien, I’m hoping to dance a bit at your wedding) and, through the miracles of social software, have reconnected with some people in my life in delightful ways - friends from childhood, former loves, awol family members and those whose lives took them in different directions than mine. Those connections with people kept me sane during the days in bed and looking forward to seeing them gave me incentive during some hard times. Then, of course, there is the absolute miraculous fantabulousness that is my daughter and grandkids! Doting on these doesn’t even begin to describe it. I am just… smitten. Never knew it was possible to love as hard or as deeply as this after all my mommy love went to daughter V, but it’s as intense with them as it was with her and gets stronger with every little change, every word and song and dance and Easter egg they dye:

My time with them in the States was grand and, through the wonders of the web cam, I get to see and talk to them regularly and be a part of their growing up, even though I’m on the other side of the planet. Virtual hugs aren’t as good as real ones, naturally, but I am so glad to live in a time and place with the technology we now have available!

Especially since letters and parcels STILL take 2 weeks to go from Oregon to India and cost an amount large enough to give me the blind staggers.

A few other good things… Well, actually there are many other good things going on, I’ve simply been too often sidelined by little things like trying to walk and breathe and haven’t reported them well. I’m going to change that. I want to tell everyone what the Tso Pema Medical Emergency Fund is doing (lots of great things for good people in need) and what’s happening here in our little corner of the Himalayas. I want to post pictures of Sonam Yutron (the invalid whose need for a wheelchair inspired the formation of the Emergency Fund) WALKING around the lake. First she started with crutches and a lot of help:

Slowly and with assistance she has become more and more mobile and people passing by her little house often see her outside, enjoying the sunlight. The utter joy of seeing someone who hadn’t left their house in years do kora and be able to participate in community events is so great. I want to wax enthusiastic about the traditional regional textiles that I’m studying, trying to record the motifs and construction before they vanish with the old craftspeople who hold all their secrets in their heads. Working with the knitting patterns, learning from the old women of Kinnour and Lahoul, is something I have been able to do, even when stuck in bed. I look forward to sharing that with my friends who are interested in such things!

So, although I don’t actually make New Years resolutions anymore, I do have a kind of new year determination to resume blogging in a consistent way. I know that receiving comment and feedback really helps motivate me, so please, leave all the comments (and compliments ;-) ) you like. Nag me if you need to. There is so much wonder and beauty here to share, I promise not to be selfish and keep it all for myself in 2010.

Every Day Eye Candy

Continuing on my quest to share with you some of the sights I see around me each day. There are so many colours, so many moods and so many different types of people. Wherever you go in this town, you see life lived on the streets, in full view of all and everything.
There are the young:

This very young woman in her bridal finery does not seem as happy as one would expect on her wedding day. Arranged marriages are absolutely the norm here in traditional Indian families
And the not-so-young but just as beautiful:

There is unashamed grief:

Old friends meeting in the bazaar comfort each other as they share sad news from home
And laughter:

This is one of my favourite pictures of Lena, catching her laughing with abandon!
There are people at work:

And those at play:

A carnival in Mandi, the district capitol brings people from all over the region

The local gambling den is actually on a rooftop

And disreputable-looking characters that could be hanging out on the street corner of just about any city on the planet

You find people doing the absolutely ordinary tasks of daily life:

Then turn a corner and see something utterly inexplicable:

Why is my next door neighbor up a tree?

A wandering holy man dances in the street and flagellates himself with a braided whip while his wife (behind him, carrying a Hindu shrine tied to the top of her head) beats a rhythmic call on her drum.

Perhaps the most inexplicable thing of all - WHY does the electrical system work even part of the time when the wiring, above street level, looks like this?

Random Wednesday

I really like the idea, that a few people I know use, of Wednesday blog entries being about whatever sort of floats to the top of the idea pile. Or the picture pile. Now that may mean more if everything that seems to arise in my head when I sit down to write didn’t seem so random already, but at least it gives me a good excuse.

What I’m going to do is open my blog pictures file and post some images from around town. People, things, views, whatever seems randomly appropriate. I’ve got tons of shots of the interesting characters who spend the winter in this place or come for melas and festivals or to sell something, beg something, see someone. For people-watching, winter is by far the best time of year in Rewalsar.

People come to make prostrations around the holy lake

They carry their gods around town to visit and bestow a blessing

You never know what’s going to come to town

or what they’ll do - that’s Nyondo on the camel!

They come from far away: Bhutan

and newly out of Tibet

Down from remote Kinnour in groups

and from the high altitude deserts of Ladakh in trios

up from the Punjab

or from college in Dehi

Yesterday’s prettiest knitter popped out from behind a tree

Yesterday’s cutest kid in a hood and vest knit by grandma

And me, in my new hat, befuddling the Kinouris who whisper “where’s she from” among themselves when they see me. Actually, I know for a fact that a lot of them whisper WHAT is it? when they see me. I wonder that myself some days.

Brrrrr

Well, no rain so far, but it has gotten colder again so there’s hope that the winter might still happen. Since I much prefer cold weather to hot, I’m happy with winter sticking around awhile. Plus it’s good weather for checking out the sweaters and shawls people are wearing as well as the hand knitted goods for sale on the street.

                    

The above shots were actually taken in Dharamsala last time we were there. It seems like every vendor has at least a few items knit or crocheted by mom or grandma for sale next to the prayer wheels, bags of yak cheese, blankets, hair ties and hot sauce. The quality varies a lot along with the quantity, but the styles tend to be pretty consistent as people don’t work from written patterns, but from traditional styles and motifs they learned from others and keep in their heads. No two socks or hats are identical as they vary colours, designs and repeats on each new item, but there is no mistaking the distinctive Himalayan regional style of construction and colour use.

           

I wish I had a better picture of the sweater this woman is wearing.

Unfortunately, it’s cropped out of a crowd scene and any attempt to enlarge it just makes it more blurry. It’s a good example of the colour choices and sweater pattern designs used up in Ladakh. The colours are bright, but not as screamingly psychedelic as those used by the Indian knitters around here. A lot of that has to do with the yarns available - wool and wool blend yarns have dyed colours that are more subtle and relatively more “natural” (very relatively) than the bright acrylic yarns than are what we can get in our local shops in Rewalsar. According to my sources (waving at Tracy and Rinchen) you can find yarn up in Ladakh that is actually related to a sheep! More usual, is the yarn I used to make this hat in a moment of deranged whimsy:

I saw this glitzy, sparkly, plastic yarn in the shop and decided that I absolutely HAD to have some of it with which to knit a watermelon hat.

Now, around here, that’s not odd at all. Okay, well the watermelon motif might be a tad unusual, but not the use of the sparkly yarn nor the colour combinations. In fact I’ve probably got enough of this left over to knit some kid a sweater to match the hat. You might remember this sweater from pictures of the Christmas party:

Jyoti is our landlord’s younger son and this yarn used (probably by Grandma) to knit his eye-stabbing pullover in this particularly vivid shade of light purple, is the rage this year in Rewalsar! When I discovered this fact - and because I am a magpie at heart - I went to the various yarn shops in town (we have 3 in this tiny village - that’s how popular knitting is in the region!) And found that it was all sold out. Every scrap of the purple and the bright sky blue had been snapped up early in the season so that every fashionable young boy could have a new sweater designed to make them visible a night, to a car half a kilometer away even in the densest possible fog cover! Among young girls, who are less likely to combine it with a bandaged scalp wound as an accessory, the preferred shade is a white so pure and so sparkly that a group of schoolkids can cause snow blindness on a sunny cold day. What I find surprising however is that, for a yarn that really does look like nothing so much as that crinkly plastic fake grass used in the West to line children’s Easter baskets, it’s surprisingly soft to the touch.

Not everyone wants bling. Fortunately. There are plenty of other mind-bogglingly bright colours of knitting yarn in these shops and even more subtle pastel shades favoured by older ladies, gentlemen in government service and some very young babies. Yellow and beige are quite popular with this set and one even sees a tasteful off white from time to time. If you go far enough afield you might even find yarn that would please the boring tastes of Westerners like me. Lena scored on one of her trips into Mandi, when she found a high quality yarn store that carried a small quantity of really nice wool blend knitting yarns in heathery colours.

At $20 US per kilo, it was really really pricey for the average Indian knitter who is accustomed to paying less than half that amount for the best of the acrylic stuff. But I had no objection to paying that amount, nor did the handful of Indian knitter friends I contacted in places like Bangalore and Mumbai with higher-end economies and absolutely no way to get their eager hands on real wool. We pretty much bought up his stock at that price and I spent a week packaging, weighing and shipping off courier packages to my South Indian friends. I did keep enough to do some knitting myself once I’ve finished the other projects at the head of my queue. I’ve let myself swatch

in order to choose a pattern and a colour, but have vowed not to cast on for the Winter Branches sweater until I’ve got a few more finished objects under my belt!

I’ve notice that, around here, knitters are very production oriented - they are knitting garments, not as a hobby, but as either a necessity for themselves and their families or for money. So what gets started has a purpose and the individual works steadily on a single garment or item until it’s finished. No basket of UFOs (that’s UnFinished Objects in knitterspeak.) No casting on, deciding halfway that you don’t really like that lace patter and ripping it out and trying a few more before deciding to complete it. You knit and you keep knitting until you have a sweater or a scarf or a hat. Then you knit something else. It’s what your hands do throughout the winter, if you’re the family knitter. It’s not at all uncommon to see groups of women walking along the path talking and knitting as they go. Or sitting and waiting for something or someone with their knitting in their lap stitching along.

I went to town yesterday for lunch and to get out of the house. I took my own knitting in progress:

along for the ride. Part of any trip to town involves sitting and drinking tea - at least once and usually several times per afternoon. Drinking tea is the warp which gives the social fabric of life in Asia it’s structure and cohesiveness. News, gossip, money, goods, letters, sympathy, advice and much much more all change hands during the ritual of sitting outdoors (even in iffy weather) drinking a tiny glass of nuclear hot, insanely sweet spiced chai. It’s the perfect time to pull out the knitting and let one’s hands do productive work while the mouth, eyes and ears are otherwise occupied. The project above is perfect for social knitting: nowhere near done yet, but no pressure to complete; a pattern that has enough variation to avoid boredom and yet repetitive enough that an experienced knitter can easily memorize the pattern and execute it without looking at every stitch. Plus it’s pretty, bright yarn that changes constantly and that’s always fun to watch unfolding.

As usual, knitters have an instant bond. I’ve knitted my way around the world now and I’ve found that needlework, the process of creating something useful/beautiful/fun out of sticks and string, is a practice that transcends language, culture and even age differences. I’ve had old ladies in the plazas and mercados of Mexico examine my stitches and give me advice and critique. I’ve had knitters in almost every country ask me (with gestures as often as words) if it’s as complicated as it looks to knit socks in the round on tiny double-pointed needles (it isn’t.) I once taught an impromptu class on simple lace knitting during a layover in the Singapore airport when one of my fellow passengers - who had watched me during the flight - asked me to show her how to work the old shale pattern I was doing. We ended up gathering a small crowd of knitters from several different countries who saw what was happening and came over to watch and ask questions. And I’ve had a few who have seen my knitting style, forcibly try to take my knitting away and show me the “right” way to do it! I’m a “thrower” - taught many many years ago by my mom who had severe arthritis and hand deformity which permitted her to do that particular method only and then again, in my mid-twenties, by an old gentleman from Hong Kong living and teaching in San Francisco. I “pick” only when doing two-handed colourwork, otherwise it just slows me down. Anyway, as usual, I wasn’t the only knitter out on the street. I took this picture seated at the Kora Cafe (best real coffee in Rewalsar) of a woman who had found a nice sunny spot on a cold day:

She’s wearing a hand knit sweater in a stitch pattern I see a lot locally. It was getting threadbare at the elbows though and I couldn’t help but wonder if the one she was working on now is for her or for some other married lady. The fact that she’s Indian and the bright red colour of the yarn she’s using means that, if it is a sweater, it’s almost surely for a married woman in her childbearing years as red is a colour almost exclusively worn by such. Oh, babies can wear it too, so it might have been a baby garment, I couldn’t get close enough to tell, though we did nod and exchange smiles more than once.

So many images and things I still have to show. I have quite a backlog in my photo gallery and there is something new to look at every day. As I try to get back in the habit of regular blogging, I find that I am often surprised by whatever tangent my writing hies off on that day. I’ll think, “oh, let me show you the interesting jewelry worn by the women from Kinnour” and, next thing I know, I’m writing about food and farming. Or I’ll want to do a pictorial on cheese-making and instead it will be watermelon hats and random knitting thoughts. So it goes. There’s no lack of interesting visuals here, that’s for sure. But right now I need to go and bake some bread and maybe even make a pizza for supper tonight. Around here, the domestic arts that I had so little patience with as a child growing up in a major city, are necessities rather than options and hobbies. Things like baking a good loaf of bread or knitting your kid a warm sweater for winter have to be done by someone. I’m glad now I learned these skills, they are just more enjoyable when the end result actually makes a difference between some and none.

Circle of Care

The longer we’re here and the more we get integrated into this community, the more we are making connections with other people, groups and resources who share our goal of providing basic medical care to those who would not otherwise be able to get it. Just as in the West, there’s various reasons for this, from ignorance of the (limited) existing systems to being refugees to being too poor to afford even the very cheapest medicines. Some people, particularly those newly escaped from Tibet, have emotional and psychological traumas that complicate their physical issues. Others live in such isolation in remotive villages that just getting to our little town of Rewalsar is a monumental occasion - there’s no way they are going to find their way to a government-funded hospital or clinic in a “big city” like Mandi.

Both the Himachali government and the offices of H.H. the Dalai Lama recognize this problem to some extent. That’s the positive news. On the downside, like bureaucracies everywhere, there is a limitation on both what they can do as well as how they choose to act on their awareness. In addition, there are individual medical providers, like Dr. Vanayak, the eye surgeon, who choose to use a portion of their skills are resources without recompense to help people who otherwise would fall through the cracks. There is Dr. Malhotra in Mandi, part of a highly trained team of oral and cosmetic surgeons who have agreed to donate cleft palate reconstruction for babies and children of poor families. Slowly, but surely, we are developing a network of like-minded people who care that vital services be available to everyone, whether rural farmers, refugees or tribespeople down from the high mountain places. People such as our neighbor, Ankush, who turns out to be a skillful emergency medic, one young enough to cheerfully get out of bed at midnight and put stitches in a kid’s head. Ankush’s family run a small pharmacy in town and he has also helped us get the most of every dollar the Emergency Fund spends on the medicines and supplies they can get. His willingness to put people above profit has expanded the number of people we can help with your donations!

Another way we have been able to expand outreach and effectiveness has been working with the little “clinic” set up by the Tibetan Government in exile. A space has been donated by one of the monasteries in town.

The resources are stretched verrrry thin, but there is a doctor who comes (or tries to - his territory is pretty huge) for one day a month. The rest of the time, the clinic is staffed by Chokyi Lhamo, a Tibetan woman who has been taught some basic nursing skills - she can take a person’s temperature and blood pressure, explain contraception and simple hygiene, bandage a minor wound and - most important - recognize when something is potentially serious and refer the individual to further care. Mostly she oversees the dispensation of the clinic’s dismally limited supply of simple medicines: Tylenol, Ibuprophen, some cough medicines and decongestants, pills for nausea, antacids for gastric reflux and a handful of asthma inhalers. These are frequently used up by mid month, particularly in the winter when the elderly have greater aches and pains and everyone catches cold, pneumonia or things even more dire. Chokyi Lhamo also checks on people known to be sick and the elderly who have trouble getting around - a great help in a town with many of these.

We’re well aware that the doctor assigned to the clinic is stretched too thin. Like the government he serves, he has a lot of responsibility and not enough resources or time. Just getting from one settlement to another in these mountains is a day’s hard journey. Whatever supplies he might need, he must bring with him since the clinic is most minimally equipped: a blood pressure cuff, a stethoscope, thermometer and maybe a handful of vinyl exam gloves. There’s a room the size of a closet with a cot for doing examinations and a front office with desk, shelves and chairs. I’ve seen inner city schools with more supplies in their first aid kit than these people have to work with on a regular basis. And they are truly doing their best with it, they are helping the refugees, both the new and those who have been here awhile, to the extent possible with limited resources. Still, people were making the trek up the hill to our house several times a week to ask for medical assistance, advice, treatment. A lot of what people here need - and can’t afford -are services or medicines the clinic doesn’t have - and can’t afford.

We’re still here and people are still making that trek. But it’s not an easy track for an old or sick person and many of the Tibetans don’t know or trust or can’t afford the few rupees for the public bus that will trundle them up the mountain several times a day. It got so that, every time Lena went down to town for something - to see a friend, to buy vegetables or have a cup of tea, she ended up surrounded by people who wanted her to come and take a look at their bedridden mom or check the swollen place on their neck or advise them what medicine was needed for arthritis. People who were too shy to come up here and people whose ailments wouldn’t let them come, wouldn’t let them climb our steep stairs. Almost all houses here in India have awful, steep stairs. She’d end up doctoring at the side of the road or in a tea shop. It’s really hard to do a physical examination or check someone’s blood pressure in a tea shop. And she wouldn’t have her equipment with her because she was expecting to buy some bananas and a bunch of cilantro and come right home on the next bus. So she’d take them down to the clinic building which is more or less at street level and at the back end of town. There she already knew Chokyi Lhamo and could use their blood pressure cuff, buy the person the meds they needed and ask Chokyi to look in on them in a couple of days. Well…

So now she spends one scheduled day a week at the clinic seeing people whose conditions are beyond Chokyi’s basic ability to hand out headache remedies and cold pills and who can’t or won’t wait for the day a month when they might get to see the visiting doctor.

Truly serious cases get home follow up or end up in our back bedroom/dispensary during the week or get sent to the hospital in Mandi for the kinds of testing and treatment that is beyond our means in this town. We still see whoever turns up at the door, which is quite a few people in addition to the Tibetans who go to the clinic building. Ankush is terrific backup and will go out at night if necessary on his motorscooter. The network of resources in the larger towns around here keeps expanding for those times when an emergency ultrasound exam is needed or the broken leg needs more than a simple x-ray.

We’re not the only ones trying to pull resources together. Our friend Harish has started an NGO (non-profit organization) to help get assistance for the more severely disabled - mostly children.

Last year they were able to distribute a number of little red wheelchairs to crippled kids. They have the equipment and the training in their office (a former weaving loft above the blacksmith’s shop) to do basic hearing tests and connections to refer people on for further testing and hearing aids if necessary. We recently arranged for Harish to test one of our elderly Tibetan patient’s hearing. It was really good not to have to try to drive the somewhat unsteady old fellow through the mountains to Sundernagar as we’d feared would be necessary.

What our patient didn’t tell us is that he already has a hearing aid, prescribed for him years ago in Dharmsala and which works just fine (when it has batteries in it.) He was hoping, in the way the old and innocent sometimes do, that we could somehow take him in for an operation to get (and this is pretty much a quote) his ears replaced with ones that worked since “they” can do so much these days! No matter how carefully we ask questions, people still manage to surprise us sometimes! This is a backwater in a lot of ways. That’s what makes it so interesting. Where else can you look out of the clinic door and see a few sheep following what appears to be a bush with legs heading up the street past you?

Or have to detour because the walkway to your house is clogged with a herd of goats heading to winter pasture:

Now someone in the government of Himachal Pradesh, the state we are in, is at least peripherally aware that a huge number of its citizens live in isolated farming villages in the mountains, far from access to health care of any sort. They also know it’s fairly impossible to bring health care providers to each and every tiny community and hamlet - even more than the Tibetan clinic, the result is a system that would be spread too thin for effectiveness. So they are trying to create opportunities for as many people to go TO the health care providers by allocating funding for events - medical “fairs” or “camps” where a large number of medical services - physical exams, basic lab tests, chest x-rays, dental exams, eye and ear testing, blood pressure readings, women’s health and contraceptive information and services, come together in one place for several days and people can come from all over the district and get their problems looked at, their kids immunized, their medicines adjusted, their teeth filled, all these quality of life services, free and under one roof. We’d been talking with our eye surgeon friend about doing such an event specifically for eye care when the call went out for interested providers and NGOs that would be willing to do the work of putting it all together.

So Lena called Harish and Harish called his circle of providers and our circle of providers, including the oral surgeons, dentists, optometrists and opthalmologists and his NGO is sponsoring the application for funding for one of these “camps.” It doesn’t take the place of any of the services being provided by the clinic or Ankush or the Emergency Fund. This isn’t a day-to-day healthcare or emergency care situation. It won’t even take place all that near to here, just in the same governmental district. But it will reach the villages where no doctor ever goes. It will get kids seen who might have been written off as stupid when in reality they’re deaf or have poor vision. It’s going to get some people on necessary blood pressure medication, prevent some unwanted pregnancies, save some people a lot of pain and grief. Hopefully, it will help prevent some emergencies we’d otherwise have seen later on. This can only be a good thing. And it’s really wonderful knowing that we’ve helped connect people up so it can happen, that we’ve been able to work together and meet some of these terrific doctors and medics and administrators who genuinely care about helping people - because of the Emergency Fund and the many people who have contributed to it over the past two years. All those gifts are part of an unbroken circle of connections that just keeps growing and doing more and more good in this world. I’m amazed and awed and very, very grateful.

A last comment to another blog post that isn’t what I’d sat down expecting to write: What we really need to add to the circle is some mental health expertise: PTSD, abuse, adolescent issues including anorexia, grief counseling, culture shock, knowledge of psychopharmaceutical treatments. There is nobody locally qualified in these areas; we’ve looked. Anybody out there want to volunteer by phone?